via Amtrak from Indiana to Colorado. I've had time with friends and with family and a bit of alone time as well. Leaving here, much like being here, will be bittersweet. It's a comfort to know that I have people in Colorado who love me and I am looking forward to reconnecting with them (you know who you are). I've been telling myself that, until I returned to CO, it was okay to not think much past the end of February. As I am on the train today, however, I know that my thoughts will be returning to the future, to mull over possibilities and potentialities. I will be thinking about hard facts and harder emotions. I will be thinking about paperwork and laundry, about clothes swaps and mediation, about sore muscles and doctor appointments. About apartments, housemates, car-pooling and health. About court dates and cross-stitch. About old friends and new. About worries and joys. I am thankful for the goodness. I am trying hard to keep learning about myself and thinking about the self I want to be. Here comes 2011.

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