I wish you all a peaceful night. It's been a full day -- I was away from the house for 16 hours and had some time of soul-feeding amidst the disappointment of no one showing up (again) to lead the divorce forms clinic. Tomorrow I will take care of Mark and Lilly while Amy gets work done and Fiona will hopefully be here after school. I'm hoping for some good rest myself and continued clarity. Sometimes life feels pretty dismal in general. Sometimes, in spite of it all, life feels precious and beautiful. Sometimes it feels like nothing is ever going to be all right. Sometimes it feels like everything already is. I'm posting a picture of Fiona and I when she was two years old. Let's keep that joy and spunkiness.
Hugs Buffy!
ReplyDeleteThat's such an amazing picture!
ReplyDeleteI can really understand how you feel. While at the same time I don't know how you feel. Wishing you the strength to make it through each moment, and more moments of peace than not.
love you. and love that photo. you are both so happy. may you still have moments of joy and spunkiness coming your way!!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, you three. Your comments are a balm to my spirit.
ReplyDeleteSarita, I think I retained those first two steps of crocheting! We'll have to have another lesson soon.
Jon, thank you for the kind wishes. We'll meet soon, eh?
Lara, I love you, too. Your words, as someone who has known me for a fair portion of my life at this point mean so much. Make me think that maybe I'm halfway okay after all and can get through this.